Good evening... Woke up slightly late for church. Thank God my dad called to offer to fetch me to church... Nathan was leading today. It was a good worship... but I had other things on my mind. Kinda like distractions. I wished I knew how to get her back to church. I wished I could do something... God! I don't give two hoots about whether we're together anymore. I just want her to come back to God. Is that too much to ask for? Has she fallen away and forgotten the goodness of God? Or does she simply push Him out of her mind?

I packed her clothes into a plastic bag this morning. Was intending to return it to her today, but she didn't show... It actually hurt as I pulled them out of the closet. I guess its like removing dirt from a wound. It always hurts but its for the better. Life's been getting better. God's been good to me. Just wanna thank all of you who've been there for me. I really thank God for each and everyone of you for your encouragements and understanding. :-)

Had a meeting with Pat (Zone Leader), Gloria (Cell Leader) and Ben (Admin?) after church. Ate at 'Whata Fish'... Discussed about the state of the CG. Feel that our CG has been stagnant for way too long... Made some suggestions on how to kick start our CG again. They agreed with my idea of having a weekly bible study. Another suggestion included having an system of accountability. I think we have to put that on hold because we're all busy with school and projects. I'll try to message them once in a while though... :P

Pat asked me whether I was willing to lead worship for Mega Praise Night. Can you imagine? Me? WOW!!! hahaha... Its really very exciting. Shaoxiong and G.A.S. was the last band to lead. Those are big shoes to fill but I guess I must remember who I'm doing it for. :-)
I feel that a lot of responsibilty is being piled on me because of my new found enthusiasm to do things. I just hope that I don't tire myself out. Have to look to Him for strength.

::: Verse of the Day :::
"For as many as are the promises of God, they all find their Yes [answer] in Him [Christ]. For this reason we also utter the Amen (so be it) to God through Him [in His Person and by His agency] to the glory of God." | 2 Corinthians 1:20 (AMP) |